KHUDER_SA
06-08-2002, 01:16 PM
It was different….it was totally different, the last time we met…I was running toward you…running with widely opened steps, breathlessly running to catch your palms to hold you tight to start my voyage in your eyes….
But….. I didn’t know that was my last trip to you…I didn’t know that I was moving so fast toward you to exit from you..
I thought my stay inside you would last long……but it has ended a short while after the start….you know when it was ended? Remember your answer of my short question I asked the last time we met…?
I know you don’t hate me…but I’m not the only one whom you don’t hate…..I know you like me but I’m not the only one whom you like….I don’t want to be lost among the population of your realm
I wanted to reach the unique place in you, where I can be something different, where I can be alone with you inside you
Remember my short question I asked you last time we met? You answered it with one word…..the one word was a bomb that destroyed my whole life; despite you’ve wrapped the one word nicely to minimize the effect, yet, the explosion has taken place…
I stepped back slowly with my eyes immersed in the flood of tears, speechlessly saying goodbye…..I can’t stay there with the public… I either be so special to you…so lonely in you or I would choose living the rest of my life remembering the few hours I spent with you sharing the sitting on your throne with you ….it was my mistake….wasn’t it? I wish I haven’t sent you the truth….
But….. I didn’t know that was my last trip to you…I didn’t know that I was moving so fast toward you to exit from you..
I thought my stay inside you would last long……but it has ended a short while after the start….you know when it was ended? Remember your answer of my short question I asked the last time we met…?
I know you don’t hate me…but I’m not the only one whom you don’t hate…..I know you like me but I’m not the only one whom you like….I don’t want to be lost among the population of your realm
I wanted to reach the unique place in you, where I can be something different, where I can be alone with you inside you
Remember my short question I asked you last time we met? You answered it with one word…..the one word was a bomb that destroyed my whole life; despite you’ve wrapped the one word nicely to minimize the effect, yet, the explosion has taken place…
I stepped back slowly with my eyes immersed in the flood of tears, speechlessly saying goodbye…..I can’t stay there with the public… I either be so special to you…so lonely in you or I would choose living the rest of my life remembering the few hours I spent with you sharing the sitting on your throne with you ….it was my mistake….wasn’t it? I wish I haven’t sent you the truth….